Going back to school hasn't been the only change in my life recently. About six weeks ago, I had to have a hysterectomy. The recovery wasn't so bad, and now I am pretty much back to normal. I am sad that I won't be able to have any more kids. They are such precious gifts. I was looking forward to seeing what the next one would look like. I think my kids are mourning the loss of what might have been as well. I know John is.
Robby told me that he wanted me to have another baby, right before I had the surgery. And Rachel has already started talking about the possibility of adopting. Matthew, on the other hand, is happy to be the baby for as long as humanly possible.
On the bright side, I am no longer in pain! I have had almost constant pain for the past couple of years, and it had gotten to a point of being debilitating. I know it was affecting how I related to my kids, my husband, and probably everyone else. I can't even begin to describe the difference in how I feel. I actually feel GOOD. Thank you, Jesus!
God has truly blessed me during this experience. My sister-in-law, Heather, who is 6 1/2 months pregnant, who also happens to be my best friend, set up meals for my family for 3 weeks so I wouldn't have to worry about it. There are so many wonderful Christian friends around me who have been so very willing to help. My mom was here every day for 3 solid weeks, even when she didn't feel all that great, herself. She cleaned and took care of the kids, including doing things like taking Rachel to the orthodontist, and taking the cat to the vet.
I am so thankful to all of you who have helped me. God gives us little jewels daily to help us in our journey. You are all jewels to me. Mom, Heather, Holly, Anna, Kelly, all you wonderful Alleluia ladies, I love you all dearly.